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February 22, 2021
DaamnKam's 'DaamnTalk' as, '‘The best of KFA’

February 21st, 2021 “I don’t have time to write you a short note
so I wrote you a long one.” -Mark Twain
Born In March of ’92 to a wonderful present loving mother & father. Helped look after my younger sister when we were growing up & have many fond memories of the neighborhood kids & on South Whidbey Island, Washington. As a teenager I was definitely one of the ‘lost boys’ & started surrounding myself with kids who were worse-off than I was, not knowing at the time that I was really trying to distract myself from the personal troubles I clearly already had. The individual identity struggle has been one of the most tedious & in-depth procedures I have ever taken the liberty of making my mission. Fortunately at an early age I had already began formulating what would become an integral part of my framework; curiosity.
I met my two brothers in middle school about the same Daamn time all of this self-discovery was prescribed by, well, myself. These two dudes would become family & fortunately for me, I was arguably the most “damaged”, “troubled”, “bad influence” of the three of us. 15 years later and we may not kick it much and at times go months without speaking; We three consider each to be a lifelong family. I lost my virginity later than all my friends did, (even our little crew’s sole female friend), at 15 scared nervous & anxious as could be. This was a month or so before I overdosed for the third time, (this instance on ecstasy), I got tricked into agreeing to be shipped off into the wilderness for troubled teens. Sophomore year at South Whidbey High School I was given the morning to say goodbye & then we were off to Yak, Montana. - (I know, this is supposed to be the ‘best of’, hang tight!) -
I learned a lot about what I was made of over the next eleven months at ‘Turning Winds Academic Institute for misguided youth’. Though the place was definitely sketchy, (my father still hold’s onto guilt over sending me there), it taught me about self-responsibility. For once, nobody would be there to bail me out. 45 miles from the nearest town, (even house!), 7 feet of snow for 6 months and 100-degree average for the years remainder. I made a couple lifelong friends in there as well, broke my pinky playing football & I fondly remember one night, one of the guards that was favorable to me said she would let me know as soon as the election results were in, (there was a lot of applause & citations on that particular evening. I turned 16 there that March & graduated that same year in November. (Just briefly attended an alumni virtual reunion in fact!)
When I arrived back to the rock in the pacific sound that I call my home, I was a year “reformed” & because I had obtained my GED placing in the 99th percentile for English & Sciences, I was able to enroll into Brigham Young University & obtained almost 20 college credits during my stay at T.W. I applied to WSU & got accepted when I was 16. There have been a few occasions where I’ve allowed myself to follow the daydream into who ‘Kamren’ would be today, had I taken that oppurtunity. Enrolling into Skagit Valley Community college where I studied English, politics, public speaking & psychology (totaling 50 or so credits). Graduating is an accommodation I still entertain often & I expect myself to get an associate degree in ‘communications’ at the very least.
The proceeding five years were full of uncomfortable growth, bittersweet laughs and an absolute Fear that I can only describe as the most enveloping sense up through that point. When I was 21 I was staring down the barrel of a 12 year prison sentence… if I took the deal; the aftermath of an alcohol fueled dispute between myself & an older, bigger guy I had met at the bar earlier that night. Learn a lot about oneself in a situation that pure when you fear for your life. I discovered I am capable of some of horrific human behaviors that I would eventually take a vow against. This was the year I truly became able to see my own shadow. Also coincidently the same year I got married to my high school sweetheart. Afraid of spending what was more than half of my entire life at the time – behind bars – Something inside of me fundamentally shifted over the course of the next two years.
That year, I had my first genuine encounter with a different way of being. Having a 12 year sentence hang over your head for about 8 months – just as you are coming of age in a society you felt lost in to begin with – really transformed my whole philosophy. I devoted my life to Recovery & began to take risks by making myself vulnerable; combating the fear of rejection I began exposing my Real self to the world; to inspire & to critique. Thus, in 2013, kamren got his first real dose - of Kamren. Reality is a ruthless teacher. Finding my faith (again) in a higher power that I was still unable to refer to as ‘God’. During this phase of my development I could really only recall ever being passionate about two things; lyrics & spirituality. (Well… girls too, though I was married then, remember?)
I decided to fight my Fear & go to an open mic night, intent on actually sharing some of the lyrics, poems & rhymes I had written over the years. (Sidenote: I still recall the first song I ever wrote, I was 5 or 6 & I’m sure it was gawd-awful, I had titled it, “Tell me why.”) Thus, NERMAK was born. Nermak was everything that I didn’t feel I was; handsome, clever, outspoken & noticeably passionate about sharing (& learning) amongst other people. My AA sponsor, Jeff, had joined me at Nermak’s first appearance there in Bayview at Mukilteo Coffee Roasters, along with seven or eight other bean-sippers who were unintentionally caught in the audial crossfire reverberating from the mic gripped within my sweaty, shaking palm. After what felt like an hours long anxiety attack hot flash, I found myself before an entire outdoor patio-full of patrons who were rising up from their seats to applaud! I was absolutely blown away that evening, bowing myself out, I remember realizing during my moment that I had just went longer than five consecutive minutes without worrying about my future.
This was It. My moment of truth; I had finally found some shoes that allowed me to freely walk about! This isn’t to say I wasn’t still nervous, anxious, worried or depressed, quite the contrary. Hindsight has shown me that what this experience did allow is the margin for error that I had never graced myself with before. I wasn’t taking myself too seriously & for some strange reason I began to undergo periods of time where I didn’t feel self-conscious, uncomfortable in my own skin or worry too much of what others thought of me. The time between 4-13-13 and 4-8-15 was one of the most blissfully authentic human experiences I had ever been swept up in; clean & sober from every substance known to man, (even cigarettes), regularly meeting my sponsor to work the steps of a recovery program, launching my own professional residential painting business, paying restitution for the wake of chaos I had trailing behind me and I unknowingly began to ‘Live my amends’. Unaware I was soon to discover that just because Kamren had changed – doesn’t mean anything else had.
I was to discover during that first year of ‘Recovery’, (spiritual sobriety), just because Kam was (finally) doing what Kam should have been doing all along – didn’t mean people are going to roll out a red carpet. In fact, I learned as much on humility that year as the 11 months at TurningWinds as a teenager. I’ve learned a little of a whole lot and I’ve learned a whole lot on a little. One such course I have taken more times than I care to admit seems to continually present itself in disguise; ‘Faith without works is dead’, ‘Closed mouth won’t get fed’, and “This is a daily reprieve from a medically recognized disease of the mind – contingent on the maintenance of one’s spiritual life, (program).” Though I recall a remark I made in a meeting about, “I’m not looking at different things, somehow I’m looking at things differently.” This was sufficient enough for my sponsor to tell me, “Kamren, your not as fucked up as you think you are.” In fact, I can still hear him say that to me sometimes when I find myself stricken with grief or overcome by anger. He ‘graduated’ last summer, getting hit head on in the soft blue classic pickup he had manifested along the way. I learned a lot from him & towards the later years, (2016+), he and I became brothers.
Recovery IS discovery. Cliché & cutesy as it is, and it so totally is, never a truer phrase have I heard uttered in the halls of AA & NA throughout the last 15 years. ‘To thy own self be true’. That is the principle casually placed above all others within the very bedrock of ‘Alcoholics Anonymous’, to which I’ve held membership since 2005. Keeping it positive, (this is the ‘best of’ file after all), I will spare the detail given in the counter file; to mention that the person I abused most over the years is Kamren. Deceit & dishonesty are intrinsic utilities for the diseases of Alcoholism & Addiction making no exception between my own two ears. I have been able to trace one of the root causes of my suffering, (problems), to holding such high esteem for searching & learning about fundamental truth, yet in a perpetual place of battle against myself. To this day I’m not sure whether my identity struggle fueled my insatiable appetite for ‘universal truth’ or if my willingness to play with the nature of reality is what actually created what has undoubtedly become a dance between what I regard as my greatest asset & that which is semi-frequently the most dominating of constraints.
The very same 180 degree paradigm shift in my psyche that allowed me to see beyond myself enough to embody who I wanted to be all those years ago, (‘Nermak as a linguistic artist’), is what has essentially paved the way for me to come to terms with my shortcomings. I began to form an understanding of the word, ‘Hope’, and for the first time in my life I was living as an extrovert, capable of deciding whether I’d permit my insecurities to prohibit me from being myself! Consequently, living up to my true potential every now & again allowing room for error in the name of discovery. Does this negate the weight of responsibility carried for every item in the ‘Worst of Kamren’ file(?) No. It’s taken me years to own any defects in my character before another person… longer to be real with myself. This newfound demeanor laid the foundation to what would ultimately become my most cherished of all constructs; ‘Self-knowledge’ & the all-encompassing universally fundamental Truths that make themselves known in the heart of the quest. This isn’t to say that I’ve liked, (or even agreed with), everything that I find true of myself.
To not actively regret my past; desiring not to block it out, rather to learn precisely how it has shaped my operating system of the present. The irony wasn’t lost on me; In order to become who I wanted to be - I have to let go of who I think I am – and risk letting who ‘Kamren’ was – die. This is not a task for the faint of heart. Fortunately, my predisposition to an overwhelming curiosity about ‘universal truths’ set me up with an optimal advantage over my disease. (My sense of ‘Faith’.) In order to practice the underlying principal of the program that helped saved my life, I had to find a way to be true to myself. An agenda that’s directly influenced by two distinct components; the amount of knowledge one has of oneself, to what degree their capability of being honest with themselves and lastly, one abilities to manage putting both of these interpersonal mechanisms to use. I fall short of the mark on a regular basis – but I am able to reflect on where why & how. I still struggle with guilt, shame, frustration & thoughts of hopelessness… though I’ll admit I still struggle with being myself - I have become willing to own my actions, talk about my mistakes & my deliberate wrongdoings, listen to the guidance found wherever logic & reason may reside and do my very best every single day to practice integrity. ‘Progress not perfection’ is another truth nugget tucked alongside the vast quotes regularly conjured by an Anonymous community & it’s members since the 1930’s.
Whether religious, spiritual atheist or agnostic, the most difficult question one can ask themself is, “Who am I?” I would back that statement with everything I hold dear. If this were a scientific paper I’d make that my main hypothesis, though it wouldn’t compute with an unprovable thesis & immeasurable variables. For that theory to become factual is an impossibility; not to say it isn’t testable, valuable or worth investigating. To that I can only offer the opinion of the man you’ve been getting to know in real life, online or perhaps simply through the course of this brief synopsis of the positive that Is Kamren. I strive to ask of myself what is True, as often as I can realistically manage. I desire to embrace Who I Am - good, bad, wrong, right, confident, confused, up, down, matter, doesn’t matter… Publicly posting what I titled, ‘The worst of Kamren file’, I knew I was going to risk re-living all of the shame, guilt & trauma that has rocked my soul to its foundation over the last 29 years. ‘Divine Universe’ willing, March 6th will mark my 29th trip around the sun & twelve days later I’ll be blessed with the gift of perspective that accompanies a celebration of ‘over 1 year continuous Recovery’, (for the 3rd time!)
‘Having a desire for something’ & ‘having something’ are worlds apart. Underneath the layers of conditioning accumulated through the course of any given human experience resides the essence of one’s totality. The Pisces in me desires nothing more than to leave this on a note of optimism and the realist within is craving some sort of closure on this last chapter, (2016 – 2021). My ego is patting kam on the back for fashion of pen & constraint of tongue exhibited throughout this entire betrayal all the while the rebel that survived the last decade has been interrupting with thoughts of revenge. The scared, hurt little boy scattered throughout wants to defend himself by attacking any sign of threat, providing direct opposition to the co-dependent casserole I’ve digested into the biology of my being is steadily whispering at me, “you should have just toughed it out with her”. Thank God that the newfound ‘inner dad’ has been most victorious with the calm assertion of reason, (&pause), since January 2nd, 2020; this source has felt truest. The most resilient & subsequently the most sought after of all; A ‘Muzikal’ blend of my own fathers ...

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What the Daamn is DaamnTalk (?)

     Well, get ready to pour your alphabet soup! This explanation's a tad runnier than intended. 

——DTdjo——DontJustObey——DTdjo——
"Why IT IS?" DaamnKam here!!! DT is a channel for #WeThePeople to exercise our rights & “STAY IN THE kNOW!” In 2015, Nermak's 'DJO the DOJ' meant 'DontJustObey' the DepartmentOfJustice. This is very different from 'Don'tObey'...DJO is NOT about anarchy... DT.djo encourages #Questions - NOT  'just' blindly following any one entities 'definitive enactment' of 'Justice'. Sure, 'DJO' could of easily been 'DO'... the 'J' could have been implied - but... it's 'Just' too imperative to leave out!!! 
     'Just' say 'kNOw' to the NWO! (*Knowledge of the *New *Order for the *World) 'Just' in this context meaning 'simply'. We can vividly recall being nine years old the first time We heard the president mention a "New World Order." This was in relation to the planes & towers,  during the week of SeptemberEleventh. That mornings events successfully lit fires waay outside the confines of #NewYork city... The horror, the absolute abject insanity witnessed the world over... sparking the 'years long' inference We've been working on formulating ever since; Becoming more 'continentally-conscious' over the last 20 years.
     In June of 2021, We found Ourself in the grip of an insanity previously unfathomable. Aware of looking back at a 5 month long, curvy trail of Hitchcockian, nightmare-esque  events... curled atop the bunk of a cell in a twice 'county-condemned' jailhouse that was rumored to have once held Charles Manson... We were actually playing out (& not recognizing) the ramifications of extreme 'ego-detachment'. Having gotten cozily acquainted with the belief system & value hierarchy We'd developed as a result of Intellectually tinkering with sensitive materials from contradictory sources, We've a history of distorting Our perception to further Our understanding. (Drugs werent Our problem, but Our solution!)  Refraining from filling Our bucket with 'just' one tap; (As the old Chinese proverb goes, 'water that is too pure can sustain no fish').

     They say that 'crazy people don't know their crazy'... so if you think your crazy, odds are you actually aren't crazy. Though... We developed an all together different kind of crazy, call it 'Crazy' with a 'K' (#Krazy!) Believing We were in form of 'purgatory', any distinct differentials between 'conspiracy theorist' & '#TruthSeeker' became as blurry to Us from that jail cell as Our own inability to even consider that We were 'sick'... What We mean is, Our name, like Our phone number, had completely escaped Our recollection. Fortunately though, a nurse at that jailhouse did consider such things... having prescribed the antipsychotics that eventually led to retrieval of 'sense' & 'logic'. (Ultimately diagnosed with a 'Stress-induced-psychotic break from reality', or 'Schizo E-disorder') This was the first (& only) experience of extreme delusion while in longterm sobriety from all non-prescribed substances... it 'just' wasn't Our first experience with 'alternate realities. (See, that word 'Just' can reconfigure 'just' about anyDaamnthing!) Hold onto your 'Daamn-faraday-caps' if you want to read more on what 'I' can promise is an unbelievably bizarre, TRUE tale of Spiritual proportions! - 'More on that from #DaamnKam' within #RecoveryIsDiscoveryIsRecovery 🙏🏼

  To answer the question with 'BrassTax'  #DaamnTalkdjo is a series of episodic interviews featuring the contagiously courageous & controversially curious viewpoints of folks 'just' like YOU! Full, high quality audio video podcasts will be filmed on location in the IsleOfBig, as well as virtually co-created with collaborative contribution from DaamnTalk community members @ thatDaamnTalkspot.locals.com

   With a format loosely derived from both the #JRE & #ThunderDome podcasts, We will throw up & hold down discourse - as opposed to 'holding up' the actual conversation! (or the 'throwing down' that can often accompany (over)heated disagreements! DaamnTalk is a Talk'spot - DaamnTalkDJO is the podcast - Both are available ONLY for '#DaamnLocals'! 

Locals, Somewhat of a PATREON / Facebook hybrid - lacking zSuckerberg’s agenda &/or HD-agents 'banning in the shadows'!) With a vast amount of different communities, Locals features artists, writers, musicians, interview-personalities & creators of all kinds! Exposes them to one another & allows for an opportunity to Connect them directly with fans, friends & perspective community members. It’s like anything though, Just because there're no 'overlords' governing locals, no policing behind the scenes or limiting exposure through destructive algorithms disguised as 'Content-Moderation', -doesn’t mean a channel or brand will become destined to succeed! • It's ONLY by *working together to articulate acquired (*Knowledge *And *Matter) -  that a channel can *function like a community - No (HONEST) outlet can sustain itself- (let alone establish & get exposure) without the help of its contributors! Think about it... Did Mr Beast get to where he is without a group of diehard fans staring, caring & sharing him to the WWW (?)     •WWW (WorldWideWeb)

    • through the act of expressing Our experience, We're effectively putting Our thoughts on display... "Putting Our virtual self on the digital shelf" as Nermak used to say. Proposing 'passion-pertinent-dialectics' & a permanent place to exercise them MAY appear to come naturally to Us... don't be fooled though, even with Our age-old 'vow to honor the Truth above all else'; Vulnerability can be uncomfortable even on the best of Us.  
   • Having survived an adjacent life experience during the same period of time, discovering that the woman who mothered Our only son was not only lieing, but using 'me' for 'my' resources. An act of betrayal at the most findimental of levels, convincing Us of the differences between 'bad' & 'evil'.  
    •The horrors or falling for someone who suffers from #NPD ('Narcissistic Personality Disorder'), Daamn, even 'Narcissism' was a foreign concept prior to 2018... We can definitively attribute that relationship to the collapse of Our psyche that followed. No woman can 'make' a man do or feel anything though, correct(?) 🤔 Therapy session's galore have since led Us to better understand the particularities of this peculiar 'sickness'. Having survived a nearly 3-year encounter with a woman whom We've come to refer to as 'Muzik's mom'... Nearly a year of intensive bi-monthly therapy sessions led to the processing of a realization... post-Schizo, with almost 2 years in Recovery & 1 year away from the psychological torture inflicted by the woman we've come to regard as more like an old 'teacher' of ours.. more that than an 'Ex-girlfriend' or 'BabyMama' because those terms carry the implication of 'partnership' ~{More on Our survival story can be found under #ToxicDaamnesty - #Narcissism - & #MakeBelieveKrapSanFran}
     Eleven paragraphs in & We'll now make a DaamnClaim 'on the record' - that it's through the act of sharing one's 'conclusions' - that they have a tendency to either 'get sharpened' (-or-) 'get run-off' -by what's *REALly 'True'. We can comfortably claim this assertion, having experienced it within Alcoholics Anonymous, Narcotics Anonymous, psycho-therapists & mental health professionals Until We got the only 📜 degree to date, a 180; We were the quiet, self-conscious ‘over-thinker’ so eloquently outlined in a particular spoken word piece 'NoChildLeftBehind’. (Link here:)

    AnyDaamnWay, IF 'I' can hold your attention for another minute - maybe it'd be With,        -The weight of the matter.
     That’s what keeps Us pulling up Our BigBoy'sextrovert-shorts’, every Daamn day… 'An introspective perception of our collective direction'... The momentum We’ve witnessed in America since 2001… The weight of the matter
   What We kids used to call, ‘Heavy’.    
       Cultural, Social, Political affairs. In addition to this - is what WE EACH perceive to be ‘the matter’ with the ‘wait’! So many citizens have been ‘waiting’ to ‘weigh in’! Maybe some don’t vote; lacking pride in their country either mislead by Media propaganda or genuinely arriving at their own indifferent (or 'wrong’) conclusions. Others come off as a though they’ve 'mistaken' Freedom for Granted since the Regan era… 🇺🇸    
       (Reganomics… Another DaamnWorthy subject We admittedly know very little of for an altogether different time!) How cliché to say, ‘Freedom Isn’t Free’ - Well, IT ISNT. -
Some spend their lives fighting for it, while for others, it actually cost their lives… Having been close with family that served, We’re grateful to have developed a mindset that the sincerity of Our respect for ‘ServiceMembers’ isn't directly dependent on their political identities. All those residing in a #FreeCountry inevitably ‘pay dues’… We’re no exception (exception-al? maybe… fore We've 'Spent’ accumulative years in
critical contemplation.  
    Once but a child staring into the skies of 'Why', We seem to have always been able to recollect asking the most intriguing & intrinsic of questions - *WHO ARE YOU(?) Eventually manifest as WHO IS GOD, ‘always entangled with the important issues of 'Today’. Coincidentally, the answers to this question change as often as the way We've phrased the question! That's another 'Daamn entirely! Leaving that at this; An 'optipredictistic' of sorts ~ {the Universe will see the rising and falling of such 'matter's long after We will … (both 'see it' and 'rise or fall') 😉}~ 

 yet, still… We’ll be the first to admit WE DONT KNOW! #WHY We'll open a segment asking, #WhyItIs

The ‘Why’ has maintained Our curiosity & focus for as long as We’ve held memory. In one of Our earlier interviews, a U.C Professor of American Politics nicknamed yours truly ‘#TheInquisitiveMind’. We in large part attribute Our particular upbringing for having emboldened a ‘Philosophical life’ of sorts. Not religious, yet we said grace at the family dinner table nearly every night. Not political, yet Our folks didn’t shy away from serious discussions & they both took voting seriously. Not a graduate, We’ve no college degree’s (yet!), We did undergo the K-12 experience within public Education, (K-10!), got Our GED during a yearlong stay in Montana at a ‘Troubled-teens Academic-institute’, eventually exceeding the amount of English credit requirements to attain a general associates... (At this time thou, Our indoctrination’s marked ‘incomplete’) We’re also Not an only child, with a sister 5 years the younger we both helped keep the other more honest & aware !
The product of privilege, though not having understood it as such at the time; not only did We have solid, ‘silver-plated’ middle-class spoons, neither of us two were raised without a parent. We can only speak on Our personal experience, We unintentionally surrounded Ourself with more ‘working-class’ peers, almost always in one-parent homes. Introspective hindsight has since dictated that #ignorance was a symptom from the privilege of having a solid (“conventional”) 2 parent #FamilyUnit.
•Going on 4 decades of togetherness, ‘Green’Rene & Lynnie’Lou are still happily married & both play integral roles in our lives! Our dad, Rene, (pronounced ‘Green’ without the ‘G’), the ‘infamous’ Seattle detective who single-handedly located #TedBundy (retired), and Our mom, Lynne, the youngest Daughter of a 6’2 giant, Solomon WingHing Wong. Our grandpa (‘Papa’) was the Chinese patriarch of Our ‘Ohana during Our lifetime. Lynne was 1 of 5 kids raised by Solomon & his wife Joan (‘mama’). They too were together until the end, belonging to a generation when if something valuable breaks, it’s slowly repaired rather than immediately replaced.
Now both in eternal-rest together, on Oahu.
We made their daughter, the award-winning ‘mother of 2’, ‘grandma’ back in 2020 - again (for
good!) in February of 2023! Like #DK himself, Lynne too is (‘Blessed Not Lucky’), a continuing survivor of the disease (#ChronicAddiction). Differences often swallowed in similarity, her ‘#DOC’ (Drug Of Choice) was alcohol. Definitely not the only difference though, as the year she finally stopped drinking was the same Daamn year that DaamnKam began! (Daamn, This ‘3rdperson’ stuff’s rough! ‘We’, after all, consist of 3 different ‘beings’! The spiritual, the physical & the ‘legal’… hence, WE can use OUR own pronouns too!)
The 19 year Sobriety Our mom’s collected since serves to make Us proud, for sure!, but it also reminds Us that, in essence, We’ve been struggling with it for as long as she’s been recovering from it (in relation to this path of Recovery). By the grace of Our G.O.D, We too have been away from ‘active addiction’ since 3/17/20 - & the ‘DOC’ wasn’t alcohol! — For a better understanding of ‘Who the Daamn DaamnKam is — see Nermak’s ‘The Same Difference’, link as follows:

If you’ve read this far… you too, deserve an award!
<— But you’ll settle for this reiteration, —>
‘It seems as though - now’a days - all it takes - to be considered a philosopher - are a few opinions… just as, overnight, all it took to be considered a ‘Hero’ - was diminished to wearing a Daamn mask!’-( NerMak’Black )
In addition to the regurgitation of ‘Truths’ along this #Spiritual journey ♓️ We’ve learned enough to know it’s an impossibility to accurately *verbalize one’s ‘SpiritualAwakening’ - whether interpersonal, existential or otherworldly doesn’t matter when dealing with separate incarcerations from the same source. We hypothesize a downfall of this sort beset countless historical, potentially “Christ-like” characters.
(Oh ‘GÔD’, here he goes again) 🙄 Nah…
to refrain putting on a crown of thorns (Religion)

  • We’d rather ‘put on’ - an emphasis to the following dilemma: We don’t know - what We don't know !!!
    If We think We got it figured out… BoOm!!!
    -game changes! - We feel one of the key components to Philosophy is maintaining mental fluidity; that ‘water-like’ state Bruce Lee touched on while he was here, as Bruce Lee! We want to pick up the pieces from where Nermak left them; Continue his creation, expanding the proverbial puzzle by initiating OPEN DISCOURSE (To put the information- in (accurate) formation!) An integral part of this are the abilities to consume & create, read & write, (For Us Daamners, this means ‘demand & supply’) Important, yes; arguably one’s ability to articulate their thoughts has a direct correlation to their overall effectiveness. Yet, this is admittedly only one part. We’ve been learning since that initial onslaught of ‘Spiritual Reality’, 17 years old & suddenly presented with previously unimaginable #UniversalKnowledge, not exactly ‘data’ that could be applied anywhere - (Knowledge Of/On/From the ‘Universe’, or ‘ultimate true existence’ / AKA - the *present / AKA / the ALL-KNOWING / The kNOW! /
    Having witnessed the #SummerOfLove & Our collective reaction to the pandemic, We decided early on - that ‘collective response’ (reaction) - WAS the pandemic!!!
    Adjacent to the curfews & lockdowns -
    • The restrictions & limitation of Freedom!
      With January 6th’s “deadly-insurrection” landing smack dab in the midst, the internet ‘suddenly’ became a breeding ground for ‘Radical Extremists’ & ‘Domestic Terrorists’! “Emboldened” by an “illegitimate” president. Repeatedly booting the man out; of social media, yes, but the fact remains that A FORMER PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES WAS SUCCESSFULLY DEPLATFORMED - First, by BIGMEDIA, (as Former President Trump calls it, ‘Fake-News’!) Then, SocialMedia cast him out faster than they did AlexJones for claiming the Sandy Hook elementary school shooting was staged!!! All of this is factual info, which We conclude is #DaamnWorthy when considering the amount of Americans who reportedly felt that the 2020 Presidential election results were faulty, rigged!!! Somewhat ‘distantly-related’ to this group- (like the family that Our blood-family knew back in the day that lived next to a little boy named ‘Donald’, a little boy who’d repeatedly bounce his ball against the side of their house while claiming it was rightfully ‘his ball’ to do with as he would…)- the election integrity broken by the DNC in 2016 targeting then POTUS candidate #BernieSanders. Bernie, like Donnie, regardless of any unique electoral perspective and whatever one thinks of each man’s individual character, served up the ‘REALity’ of the absurdities In Washington to millions of people! (All be it with drastic difference) Trump was NO longer an ‘apprentice’ to even himself, commanding an audience far “GREATer” than the previously achieved ‘reality-tv’ audience
      DaamnKam here, attesting to having voted for Obama in Our first opportunity to participate in the election process. Having witnessed Bernie Sanders shake up the establishment in 2015, taking a deep look into the man’s history & listening to him speak in person, We actually worked diligently on his campaign in 2020! (It’s true… We were a self-proclaimed #BernieBro) UNTIL that is, We began to listen (hear) the ‘other sides’ arguments. Looking back, this consisted of a series of impromptu deep discussions with people we’d ordinarily not have had an excuse to get politically acquainted with. (A ‘Republican Conservative’ Tattoo artist on WeirdbeyIsland, Green’Rene’s old hunting buddy Jimbo, his old partner (Our uncle) Ron Trezise, Our former NA sponsor, former boss & ‘open minded conservative’ ‘Trump guy’ Mr Pahr, and of course T-Rumples himself aided in Our ear-bending enough that by the time Our ‘Peoples-Champ’ Bernie Sanders had endorsed Biden like he had Hillary, - We were already all-ready to vote for the ‘Anti-Bern’! 😮🤭🤫… 🤣
      So, Having voted Red for the first time back in 2020, we’ve been able to dig up Our own foundations & inspect the architectural accuracy of Our own ideas & conclusions… The sum of its parts far more expansive than where & when each little piece was made… Examining the individual ‘components of character’ that conceptually connect the one they inhabit! The beliefs behind the body - the mainframe beyond the mind! The ‘who’ that answers when asked, “Who are you?” One’s collective ‘consciousness & conscience’, co-existing whether one knows it or not. Conclusively, it’s an identity!
      We Humans are ALL creatures of learned behavior! We developed our own aspects of individual uniqueness - by watching others act out what they’ve already developed!
      In other words, One can’t do it alone, even if We wanted to.
      “(Most) useful Truth - is mutually understood.”-NB
      We invite You to help Us, formulating a #SpiritualpoliticalPhilosophy
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      -DaamnKam
      (of) DaamnTalk ‘DontJustØbey’
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